The boy of my dreams

Been invited on a date with the boy of my dreams. Well, not exactly. I’ve had an email from church saying I’ve been specially chosen to go to a meeting tonight to talk about contemporary worship along with a guy I just fancy the pants off. He’s a really good singer and musician and he is the hottest thing on two legs and I sooo lurve him. I will be really disappointed if he doesn’t show. Over the summer I’ve seen him a couple of times without his shirt and he is totally buff. I also went round to his house once and he was laid on the sofa in a dressing gown and I coudln’t keep my eyes off his tanned hairy legs. It fell open so I saw his nipples but so far I’ve not seen what he keeps hidden in his pants, except for the one occasion in church when he pulled his jeans down and showed his pants which was a heart stopping moment. If only I could get him to show me the only bit of his body I havnt seen I could die happy. I shall keep you up dated.

Something else I havent done for a few days

Had a really good holiday. We stayed in a hotel near Llandudno and had a family room with two single beds and two bunk beds. Mum had one of the singles I had the other although they were so close together it was like a double. I’ve had to go all week without having a wank. Had a little play with it once or twice when she’s been asleep but didn’t want to risk getting caught in the bathroom and I couldn’t do it in bed. Made up for lost time last night but it wasn’t at all sexy and didn’t feel all that great. Clocked this great looking guy yesterday just before we set off back home. Actually it was his package I noticed more than anything but he had a really nice face too. Only saw him as he walked past. We were going the other way but boy was he big. Seen a few other tasty hunks. We went to a place called the Fun Centre, it’s a play area but with massive slides, scramble nets and such. It was dead busy and really hot. Everyone was really sweaty and there were these two older lads 18-20 and one of them had his shirt off which was just the hottest thing. Got a good look at his happy trail. There was another guy about my age and he was hot too. Kept lifting his t-shirt to wipe off the sweat and he had such a toned bod. There was a dark maze where you can’t see anything and I just wished I could have gone in there and accidentally bumped into him but he stayed on the climbing equipment. We went on a train up Snowdon and I had to sit next to this lad all the way up and back. He wasn’t that hot but when we got to the top there were these guys who had all trekked up and they were just so yummy. Could see they were looking at us thinking wusses because we’d gone up by train and they’d climbed all the way up. It was really windy and wet at the top and they’d all got the proper gear on and there’s me in jeans and hooded sweatshirt. They were all sat around in the visitor centre and they’d taken off most of their outdoor gear so they had just t-shirts on and looked really tasty. Watched one or two as they were getting dressed ready to go back out. There were loads of them so I think they were probably DofE or something. Mum sez next time we go we’re going to climb it. I doubt we will, we don’t have all the right gear and my bro would be whining about having a stitch before we’d gone ten minutes. Wales was good. Loads of things to do although I think it’s cost a lot of kerching. My mum got really cross with my sister when she ordered things in cafes and then didn’t eat or drink them. Came back last night and got stuck for ages on the motorway. Mum got really stressed especially when it started to pour down and the lorries were making it hard to see. Ended up stopping for MacD at 7 and eating it on the move driving up the M6.

Too much information

What is the matter with me? Just come back from our holiday in Wales. Did you miss me? Sorry if this is a little bit graphic but to I haven’t been able to take a dump the last four days. I’m getting really concerned. How long can you go without, does anyone know? Unbelievably this time last week I had just the opposite problem. We had a Chinese takeaway a week last Sunday and I won’t go into detail but on the Monday morning my stomach was like the inside of a washing machine. I thought it wouldn’t last more than a day but I was still feeling off colour until the Wednesday. Thursday morning complete change, I can’t go at all. Again I thought it would get right by itself but by Saturday I was getting really worried. I’ve tried but can’t. We went out for a meal on Saturday night and I felt really full afterwards. Went to bed thinking I might be dead by morning or wake up in pain but no I’m still here. It’s not as though I’ve not been eating. Quite the opposite, I’ve had loads to eat whilst we’ve been away, but where’s it going if it’s not coming out? Don’t want to tell my mum. I’ve thought about it, but one morning at breakfast my bro disappeared to the toilet and then said he had to go again shortly afterwards adding I only did a wee the first time. My mum said Too much information. I did tell her about my stomach being funny last week. I thought perhaps it was because I wasn’t eating the sort of stuff we usually have. The hotel only did white toast for breakfast an we usually have wholemeal. Then there was the fact that the toilet in our hotel room was just off the bedroom and didn’t have a lock on the door. I tried going when we were out but saw the way my mum was looking at me when I got back, like she was thinking you’ve been a long time, what’ve you been doing. I’ve tried drinking lots of water, eating loads of veg but nothing. How long have I got before I die or explode? Not much of a postcard from Wales I know but I had to share this with you before I tell you about our holiday. What do you think I should do?

Two penises in one afternoon

Wasn't sure if I dare give this post this title of if I could get into trouble for it. Been back home, my old home. Even went to look at our old house. We visited some of our old friends from church. Their son is the same age as me. Only found out we were going on Wednesday morning and couldn’t get hold of most of my mates to meet up with them. We stayed in a Travel lodge, mum and sis shared the big double bed and me and my bro were on the sofa bed. Managed to get hold of my best mate yesterday and me him and Alex from church went up to the lake. Didn’t have any swimmers so we all swam in our boxers. Lots of nice bods to look at. There’s a boat that runs trips and noticed one lad when he was getting off was only wearing a pair of gray briefs. Saw him again when he was walking by the lake. He was a dream but obviously I couldn’t stare. There were a cople of other groups of young lads swimming near by. Funniest were these two and one had gone in with jogging bottoms on. He decided to take them off whilst he was in the water. Not skinny dipping he still had on a pair of shorts but they must’ve gone see through because the younger lad shouts back to the olds on the side, ‘he won’t get out because he doesn’t want everyone to see his small penis’. Which I thought was really funny, especially as this dude was only about 11, then his mate got cross with him for shouting this infront of everyone, so next he shouts, ‘no, because he’s got a really big penis’. Couldn’t believe he’d shouted penis out loud twice. It was hilarious. Had an embarrassing moment when I flashed. The bottom button on my boxers came open and when I looked down it was showing. Alex and Graeme got to see it all when I took them off to put my jeans back on. Graeme put his on over his undies even thought they were soaked. He’s not yet 12 so maybe he didn’t want to show infront of us older guys. Been really good fun catching up with them and hearing all their news and seeing my old home town. Really miss everyone but it’s good where we are now too. Came back to an inbox full of replies to my earlier posts. Thanks guys for your responses, especially Steevo and keliss.
Gonna have to start getting ready for back to school. My bro’s got all his uniform. He looks so funny cos he’s a little guy in big school clothes. He hates them. First time hes had to wear a shirt and tie. He’s got footy boots which is funny because he hates footy. He’s not gonna like rugby either. He doesn’t do sport. D’ya think he’s gay too?

Going to Hell

Not gone away, mum hasn’t been able to book anywhere at such short notice. Went to Bible study last night and have major issues to deal with. We read the first chapter of Romans and at the end it says about worshiping the image of man and turning to gay sex. Our leader said it was one of the chapters they don’t usually read in church because it deals with difficult issues but he was deffinitely anti gay and it’s left me wondering whether I am choosing to be gay or was created gay.

I can think back to when I was much younger an I used to fantasize about boys. So I’m fairly sure I’ve been like this for most if not all of my life it’s not that I just hit puberty and thought hey boys are cuter than girls.

Worshiping the image of man was another biggy. It is a generally accepted fact that all the boys in our group have problems with internet porn. We went to a weekend earlier this year part of which dealt with the issue. They got everyone in the place on their feet and then told us to sit down if we had never looked at porn on the internet. Then they said to sit down if we hadn’t looked at porn in the last month. Pretty much every boy and some of the girls were still on their feet and we all prayed together but it didn’t stop me looking since. So I know that all the guys at church are looking at online porn just the same as me. Well, okay, maybe not the same images I’m looking at, but all the same we’re all at it and that was what it meant in the Bible about worshiping the image of man at least thats my belief.

Our leader didn’t focus on this though, he was all for condeming gays. Managed to argue agains him without announcing that I was one of the ones he was targeting. You see the passage doesn’t just stop at gays it goes on about other sins and I said there would be other people who would be equally uncomfortable with this because we’re none of us perfect and we all sin. But then the last line says we know we shouldn’t do these things but we still do them and we approve of others who do them too.

I don’t want to go on about religion. I know it can cause lots of bad feeling. Here’s where my church stands on gay relationships. It’s okay to be gay but not to have gay sex. So I’m alright with God just as long as I don’t go doing anything. Hey, if I was a catholic I’d be goin to hell for some of the things I think about. It’s about love the sinner but hate the sin as our leader put it. But is it okay for me to love another boy and by this I don’t mean get into their pants, I mean be concerned for them, love them like a hetro couple?

Been reading Steevo’s comments, of which there are quite a few and thanx Steevo for reading my blog and leaving your comments. He sez I need to get over the guilt of looking at cocks and wanking. Now is that what I need or is Steevo doing what the Bible says and approving of others and me doing things I/we know we shouldn’t do? That God man sure don;t make life simple.

Bare all

Sorry I didn’t write anything yesterday. It was hot and sunny and I hit the beach. My mum’s taken us to the sand dunes and it’s a great place to play but I also noticed that it attracts quite a few guys and it’s quite obviously a gay pick up spot. I’ve been before and seen people in the nude although it’s not officially a naturist beach. Went yesterday on my own. Put on my shorts and a tee shirt and went off on my bike. Had a bit of a walk around to find somewhere to sunbathe, and to check out the talent. Mostly old blokes looking shifty either alone or with another guy. More naked guys but no young ones. I found a spot that was very close to the beach but hidden from view and stripped down to my undies. I’d put on a pair of navy briefs. I don’t usually go for briefs but I look good in them and thought they looked like speedos. Eventually plucked up the courage to go naked. Never tried before and I was scared in case I got caught. Spent a little while in the nude then put my shorts back on and went for another stroll through the dunes. Saw a few guys taking a look at me but none I fancies and besides I would have been too scared to do anything with them but it was quite exciting all the same. I stopped near where there were two couples together. They were talking quite loud and were joking about having sex in the sand. One of the girls had her hand in the guys trunks and was playing with him and said about getting sand in the hole at the end. I got a boner and when I got back on my bike I felt a little squirt come in my undies. First time ever that’s happened without me touching it. I love the summer, except today because it’s raining. Think we’re going away either next week or the week after. Not booked anywhere but my mum’s talking about going to Wales. We go every year. Won’t get to blog again til Monday cos we’re out tomorrow too. If we go away it’ll be a week before I come back. Can’t believe how many followers I have now. Thanks everyone for adding me and thanks Bob for getting so many people to stop by and say hello and K for giving me a plug on his blog. U guys r the best.

Big deal

I am so pleased because today I have my first follower. I know, big deal I here you say, well for me it is. Had a boring day today, spent most of it staring at a pc screen. Sorry to disappoint my reader if you were expecting excitement. Discovered two new blogs to read and had chat with K online for the first time which has also made me happy.

I'm back

I’m back, using my brother’s library card, so I can sneak on and add to my blog. Just gotta avoid any over 18 sites. School holidays have started, we went to the Lake District on Friday and it was really sunny. Loads of hot bods to look at, just had to be careful no one noticed me looking. First off we parked up and there’s this guy who I’m sure had a massive boner in his pants. Kept sneaking a look whilst everyone else went to the restroom. It was pointing down and he was trying to adjust it without anyone noticing. Next I saw these two dudes about my age, one was so good looking and had his hand up his tee shirt so I could see his abs. He was wearing shorts which were sagging low, so I also got a peek at his behind as he past. So hot. We went on a boat ride and stopped off at a visitor centre. Quite a few kids my age were taking a dip in the water and because no one had taken swimmers they were going in with just their underwear. One kid was wearing white boxers and we all no what happens when they get wet. He climbed out onto the jetty but was laid on his front as we walked past. I could see his bum but because my mum was with me I didn’t want her to see me checking him out so I had to avoid looking behind us after we walked past.
Been over to my cousins and stayed the night. Bit complicated, his cousin was there. He’s not my cousin though, wish I could explain it but would take too long. Anyway, he is yummy. We stayed at the house while everyone went out in the afternoon and messed around. He asked me if I would go up to his room and give him a massage. He took his shirt off and I used talc to rub his back, which he said was nice. Then he laid on his back and I did the same to his chest and stomach. He has a really firm bod so it was really getting me turned on, especially his underarm hair which I got to touch. I had to stop when everyone came back and he quickly put his shirt back on. I could’ve died when he told my auntie what I’d been doing. I thought he would keep it a secret. My cousins are two girls and a boy, his older sister suggested the girls give the boys a massage so I ended up stripped to my undies having a massage. I know that she fancies me and so of course she goes to massage me. She doesn’t know that I don’t fancy her but of course watching her cousin strip down to his pants got me hard so that next she asks me to turn over and notices my bulge. What’s that, she asks, touching it. I could’ve died. Not sure if she really didn’t know that boys bodies do that or was just teasing and thought she’d got me horny. She obviously realised what was causing the bulge when she touched it cos then she got all embarrassed herself.

Busted

Apologies for not having updated my blog. I got busted on Monday for accessing ‘inappropriate material’ on the pc and had my access privilege revoked. Means I can’t go on the pc’s at the library and I’m scared to blog on my home pc incase my mum finds my blog. Wouldn’t take her long to realise it was me writing it. So Krisis Point is at an end, for now. Can’t write for long because I’m doing this in school time and if I get busted for blogging when I’m supposed to be doing CDT I will be well stuffed. Thanks for looing in. GTG. x

Someone to watch over me

How’s this for a hang-up? How many of u people believe that when someone close to you dies their spirit still visits you? I have this real feeling at times that my dad is still somewhere near me, even though I can’t see him. Sometimes it’s reassuring but I gotta confess that when I’m in bed at night it can be a bit distracting to think that maybe he’s watching what I’m doing. I know you’ll say he must’ve done the same when he was my age, but I’m finding it’s really putting me off my stroke, so to speak.

My bro and I have been invited to go camping at the beginning of May but my mum’s not sure whether to let us go. It sounds really good. It’s up in the mountains and there is nothing up there. You’re allowed to light camp fires and the camp site has all the facilities you need, including really good showers. I so wanna go. My cousin has invited us and he’s been before and says how good it is. How can I persuade my mum to let us go?

Straight acting

Okay, you guys who aren’t from the UK probably won’t have heard of a tv programme called Sex, how to do everything. It goes out on digital satellite and this week was about anal. Some of us were talking about it today and how we’d feel if someone wanted to touch us there. The show featured a couple and she did him with a ‘strap on’. The guy got his turn, but obviously he didn’t need an artificial one. It was certainly educational. I had no idea straight guys did that sort of thing. I also thought it was illegal to do it, but here it was on tv. They showed where a guys P spot is and said how good it feels to be touched there. I remember seeing one of the American Pie movies where a girl puts her finger up one of the guys butts and he cums straight away. I’ve tried putting my finger in mine but it didn’t make me cum. I can’t ever imagine having anal sex with someone. So I’m never gonna have gay sex. I very nearly asked whether anyone had seen the bit in Queer as Folk where the older guy licks the young lads butt and then thought better of it when I realised these guys had probably never even heard of Queer as Folk. Has anyone reading this ever had someone do that to them. It is really horny because the lad is quite tasty and looks to be enjoying it. It’s obviously all acting. I’m studying acting skills and think it’s such a give away when a young actor has to pretend to be having an orgasm or any sexual pleasure because you know he’s had to think about how he looks in real life when he cums. Another of my favourite shows is Shameless. I don’t always get to watch it because my mum doesn’t approve, but again there’s a young guy in that who has loads of scenes where he’s having sex. Do you think it’s a give away that I know loads of male actors but don’t know many female? When guys talk about their favourite stars I never know who to say because mine are all male.

Bless me father...

All I can say is I’m glad I don’t do confession. On Friday I got invited over to a friend’s house to watch a DVD he’d borrowed called 9 Songs. His step brother was there but his step dad was away and his mum wasn’t due back from work until 7. The movie is about a couple and basically they go to concerts and shag. They don’t shag at the concerts but they do all around their house. There was lots of really close up shots of them naked and the guy’s hardon. There was one bit where he gives her oral and you see her pussy really close up. We had to rewind that bit loads of times. I was amazed when it showed him cumming after she’s been going down on him. Of course we all got horny but everyone stayed decent, even though we were all touching ourselves. It was so close to cumming but managed not to. His step brother undid his trousers and was playing with himself in his boxer shorts but he didn’t take them off. I had the most enormous hardon and had to walk back to the bus stop desperate to cum. There are loads of field round where he lives so I stopped by one of the gates and did the deed there. There was no one around to see me thankfully.

Been horny all weekend. Saturday after swimming I went into the town to look round the shops. Didn’t buy anything but sat in Starbucks for ages people watching, especially the guy serving. His hair was dyed bleach blond and spiked and it looked fabulous. He spoke in that kind of way that gay guys do. Is there a gay way to speak? There was another guy there working on his laptop. I watched him taking his jacket off and then a top so that he just had a black tee shirt on. When he got up and put his stuff back on his tee lifted up to show his belly. Had to try very hard not to stare it was sooo horny.

Back to the movie. There’s one bit where they share a bath and he’s got a hardon and she’s touching it with her feet. Mum makes us have a bath on Sundays. My kid sister and brother go in before me. I get the same water they’ve already used but topped up so it’s still hot. We used to all go in together but not since we got bigger. I don’t really mind going last, they wouldn’t like going in after me. Not after what I do in it ;-) So last night I couldn’t help thinking about this bit in the movie and I’d wanked off in the water, then my mum walked in. There’s four of us in the house and only one bathroom so when we have a bath or a shower we leave the door unlocked so that anyone desperate for the loo can get in. It’s okay if I’m in the shower but a bit more awkward in the bath. I have to sit up and hide my bits if someone comes in. I was worried my mum would see my cum floating in the water. She was annoyed because I’d taken a phone message and promised to get her to phone back when she came in, but I forgot to pass the message on. Dunno if she saw anything or not but she didn’t say nuthin.

Well now I’ve used the W word on my blog. I was trying not to but it’s easier than being all coy about it and all guys do it. Why do people talk about abusing yourself? Why is it abuse? I can’t figure that one out.

The trousers I’m wearing today have got a hole in the pocket which is big enough to get two or three fingers through. It started with a little hole but I deliberately made it bigger. Wish now I hadn’t because if I forget and put something in the pocket it just falls out. Gary, the guy whose house I went to asked me if I’d enjoyed Friday. He wants us to do it again sometime. Wish I could invite him to our house but it’s so small and I share a room with my bro so can’t have anyone sleep over. The playstation is in my mum’s room on a portable tv and even though we have in the past, she doesn’t like us taking our friends in there to play on it.

Any how. I’ve written loads so I’m gonna stop again for today. Thank you again to those of you who spend your time reading this. I hope soon to have enough confidence to get a link to some of the bigger blogs you’ve recommended and maybe get some more people reading this.

Movie night

Can’t type much tonight. Friend has asked me round to his place to watch a dvd “9 songs”. Just Googled it and it sound dead raunchy. He seems pretty keen. He’s not really a best friend, I don’t have any of those here yet, but he’s a pretty decent guy. GTG l8rs.

A bigger willy

Was going to title this We all want to be different, we all want to be the same, but it was too long. It’s the title of an essay I’m writing. Started off we had a discussion yesterday about how we all have things about us we want to change, I can think of a few I want to change. One guy said he wanted a bigger willy and everyone laughed. Miss C said lots of men with small genitals feel the same. He got really pissy when she said this and reckoned his wasn’t small and how she was out of order, but he started it and was trying to embarrass Miss C and he got shown up as a result.

We all want to be the same. I want to have the same designer gear. The same hairstyle, the same sex drive. I want to be the same so that I don’t draw attention to myself. So that I blend in. Started reading mirrorboys blog last night, thanks for the recommendation. So identified with his feelings about being forced to come out and the reaction people have when you do. I’ve always denied being gay when asked. Most people only ask so that they can find a reason to hate you. I don’t think I’ve been asked by anyone who actually fancied me.

So we talked about why people look for differences in others. Major discussion about bullying, cos if you don’t dress, behave, act the same people focus on the difference. Wish I could write about being different in my essay. Then you come back to the idea of wanting to be different, so it’s like a circular argument. We don’t want to be identical to the person next to us but we don’t want to appear different to them. It’s been a big post, it’s gonna be a bigger essay. Gotta week to write it.

Sat on the bus last night and this guy got on. He looked fabulous. Cool clothes, hair highlighted and spiky, real expensive looking watch. He sat at the front so I was able to keep catching glimpses of him, then he moved to the seat infront of me and I though I bet he smells good too. He didn’t especially. I was thinking how much I wanted to be like him but then he had a tan and I thought I bet it’s fake, either he’s been on the sunbed or it’s sprayed. It was how he wanted to look but it wasn’t how I’d want to look. He wasn’t especially hot but he was good looking.

Lots of thoughts, lots of ideas. I could keep writing but this is getting major long so I’m gonna stop. Now!

Why does it always rain...

Why can I not tell the truth? Something somebody said about my dad got me upset yesterday. One of the proctors (like prefects) saw I was crying so stopped to ask what was the matter. I told her I wasn’t feeling well so she took me to the pastoral room for the rest of the day. They must’ve told my mum because she was fussing over me and we had my favourite for tea, filled pancakes. Had so many people asking me what’s wrong and I just can’t talk about it but they just won’t stop asking and I just can’t handle the questions. Save you askin, my dad‘s died... no need to ask now and no need to comment either.

Looking good, feelin sh*t

Saturday, went looking for new clothes. Found a Bench shop I didn’t know existed. Found a coat which I liked but couldn’t afford. Bought a tee shirt, red and white, which I thought would look good. School visit to theatre in the evening. Got ready in jeans, trainers and my new tee and when I showed my mum she said could you not have got one that fitted? Felt embarrassed and cross with her because I thought it looked good. It’s meant to be tight but she teased me about being able to see my nipples through it. Ended up getting changed and going out feeling miserable. The show was alright, it was about the First World War, had really good 3D effects in it though.

Boing!

Weirdest thing. Just watched a video online where this guy has taken viagra and then something to make him sleep. So he’s absolutely sound asleep with a boner and another guy undresses him and jerks him off, cleans him up and dresses him again all without waking him up. Is this for real, I mean why would you take viagra if you weren’t planning to get your end away and would a guy shoot his load if he was that asleep? Can’t imagine what it’s like taking viagra. Not that I would, I go around with an almost permanent stiffy as it is. Not helped by the fact that my mum bought me some new boxers and they’re baggier than I’m used to. I can feel everything swinging around. Much prefer CK, they hold everything in place. When I get hard in these there’s nothing to hold it down unless I poke it under the waistband. Oh, they’re I go again, boing!

Peeping at pool

Not had much to write about the last couple of days. Loads of course work to do so I’ve been a busy boy. Added my email address to my profile as requested. Not getting too many visitors but thanks to those of you who have visited and answered my poll. Glad it’s not just me who misbehaves by taking a peek at other guys. I’m not cut but my skin doesn’t cover my tip. There’s a guy at swimming and his makes a little knot of skin at the end which I can’t help noticing whenever we get changed together. The changing rooms are open. There are cubicles but nobody uses them unless their really chicken.

Come clean

Okay, time to come clean. I said I go to church, what I should of said is that I am a Christian, I’ve made a commitment and that’s giving me a real dilemma, should I carry on blogging? I like the idea of sharing thoughts with other people, I can’t be as honest with friends and family as I can whilst blogging. But I really beat myself up when I visit other blogs and see some of the pictures posted on them, the explicit ones, you know what I mean.

I find myself loggin in and then start exploring and if the blog warns of explicit content I don’t always say no, I go and take a peak. I know that if I didn’t blog I wouldn’t have the same temptation. I still go surfing for porn but I can fight that temptation better than I can when I come on blogger.

I know that if I was a better Christian I would be able to resist the temptation to look at porn all together and then there’s the other things in my life which I do which I know I shouldn’t. Do you think I should stay blogging or not?

Thanks for reading this and for any replies.

Porn addiction

Last night was unbelievable. Our youth group at church (yeah I go to church) got to lead the worship, part of which one of the youth pastors giving his testimony. There’s more people there than usual and he starts talking about where he used to go to church before he joined ours. He gets to when he turned 12 and he got addicted to porn. He stood infront of all these people and tells everyone about how he bought magazine and surfed the web for porn. What effect it had on his family. How his parents were affected and how he still has a problem. I was stunned, but everyone was so supportive. I could never do what he did. So funny at the end, we’re all chatting and one of the girls says to him, what have you given up for lent. So insensitive. I immediately thought about the obvious answer. It was amazing too because he did all this infront of his parents and his younger brother and sister. Brave guy I can tell you.

Bummer

Saturday, my kid sister is off at camp with cubs. Went to swimming in the morning. Got my hair cut, had a shower, got all ready to go out and had to stay home because the baby sitter didn’t show up and my mum was going out. Not fair. She doesn’t go out much and has only just got to the stage where she’ll leave me to look after my bro or sis when she’s out. My brother has just got a new game and spends all his time on the PC playing it so I couldn’t get on to check my emails or add to my blog. He got a letter saying there’s a place for him to come to the same school as me come the new summer term. Good job really, the school nearest us is a complete dump.

Is it cos I is diffrent?

Why am I the only one with this problem? How can other guys strip naked and shower with other guys while staying soft? Is it just me who’s hard at the drop of a hat, or a towel, or a pair of boxers? It isn’t that the other guys turn me on, well some of them do. It’s more the act of getting naked. I have to keep my shorts on in the shower. How do other guys do it, is there a skill?

Got the time

Solved it, the time was set to GMT -11 hrs. Got it sorted now so anyone reading the previos message won’t undertstand what I was meaning. It looked like I was up and logged on at 7am - unlikely

Ooopsy itchy

Wasn’t sure whether to write about this but what they hey. I did something I now regret. Took a pair of scissors to my ‘personal hair’ and spent the day itching. Someone saw me scratching and said I got crabs.

Does anyone read this?

There’s something wrong with the time on my blog. I’m not really up and writing this at stupid oclock in the morning. Will c if I can sort it. How do I know if anyone is reading this?

New arrival

This is me. Newly arrived on the web. Thanks for dropping by. Read lots of advice about not giving to much away about myself. I live in the north of England with my mum and kid brother and sister. We moved house last October so I’m the new kid at school too. Got into reading other people’s blogs so decided to give it a try myself. So just getting the feel for how it works. Catcha l8r.