I'm back

I’m back, using my brother’s library card, so I can sneak on and add to my blog. Just gotta avoid any over 18 sites. School holidays have started, we went to the Lake District on Friday and it was really sunny. Loads of hot bods to look at, just had to be careful no one noticed me looking. First off we parked up and there’s this guy who I’m sure had a massive boner in his pants. Kept sneaking a look whilst everyone else went to the restroom. It was pointing down and he was trying to adjust it without anyone noticing. Next I saw these two dudes about my age, one was so good looking and had his hand up his tee shirt so I could see his abs. He was wearing shorts which were sagging low, so I also got a peek at his behind as he past. So hot. We went on a boat ride and stopped off at a visitor centre. Quite a few kids my age were taking a dip in the water and because no one had taken swimmers they were going in with just their underwear. One kid was wearing white boxers and we all no what happens when they get wet. He climbed out onto the jetty but was laid on his front as we walked past. I could see his bum but because my mum was with me I didn’t want her to see me checking him out so I had to avoid looking behind us after we walked past.
Been over to my cousins and stayed the night. Bit complicated, his cousin was there. He’s not my cousin though, wish I could explain it but would take too long. Anyway, he is yummy. We stayed at the house while everyone went out in the afternoon and messed around. He asked me if I would go up to his room and give him a massage. He took his shirt off and I used talc to rub his back, which he said was nice. Then he laid on his back and I did the same to his chest and stomach. He has a really firm bod so it was really getting me turned on, especially his underarm hair which I got to touch. I had to stop when everyone came back and he quickly put his shirt back on. I could’ve died when he told my auntie what I’d been doing. I thought he would keep it a secret. My cousins are two girls and a boy, his older sister suggested the girls give the boys a massage so I ended up stripped to my undies having a massage. I know that she fancies me and so of course she goes to massage me. She doesn’t know that I don’t fancy her but of course watching her cousin strip down to his pants got me hard so that next she asks me to turn over and notices my bulge. What’s that, she asks, touching it. I could’ve died. Not sure if she really didn’t know that boys bodies do that or was just teasing and thought she’d got me horny. She obviously realised what was causing the bulge when she touched it cos then she got all embarrassed herself.