Bless me father...

All I can say is I’m glad I don’t do confession. On Friday I got invited over to a friend’s house to watch a DVD he’d borrowed called 9 Songs. His step brother was there but his step dad was away and his mum wasn’t due back from work until 7. The movie is about a couple and basically they go to concerts and shag. They don’t shag at the concerts but they do all around their house. There was lots of really close up shots of them naked and the guy’s hardon. There was one bit where he gives her oral and you see her pussy really close up. We had to rewind that bit loads of times. I was amazed when it showed him cumming after she’s been going down on him. Of course we all got horny but everyone stayed decent, even though we were all touching ourselves. It was so close to cumming but managed not to. His step brother undid his trousers and was playing with himself in his boxer shorts but he didn’t take them off. I had the most enormous hardon and had to walk back to the bus stop desperate to cum. There are loads of field round where he lives so I stopped by one of the gates and did the deed there. There was no one around to see me thankfully.

Been horny all weekend. Saturday after swimming I went into the town to look round the shops. Didn’t buy anything but sat in Starbucks for ages people watching, especially the guy serving. His hair was dyed bleach blond and spiked and it looked fabulous. He spoke in that kind of way that gay guys do. Is there a gay way to speak? There was another guy there working on his laptop. I watched him taking his jacket off and then a top so that he just had a black tee shirt on. When he got up and put his stuff back on his tee lifted up to show his belly. Had to try very hard not to stare it was sooo horny.

Back to the movie. There’s one bit where they share a bath and he’s got a hardon and she’s touching it with her feet. Mum makes us have a bath on Sundays. My kid sister and brother go in before me. I get the same water they’ve already used but topped up so it’s still hot. We used to all go in together but not since we got bigger. I don’t really mind going last, they wouldn’t like going in after me. Not after what I do in it ;-) So last night I couldn’t help thinking about this bit in the movie and I’d wanked off in the water, then my mum walked in. There’s four of us in the house and only one bathroom so when we have a bath or a shower we leave the door unlocked so that anyone desperate for the loo can get in. It’s okay if I’m in the shower but a bit more awkward in the bath. I have to sit up and hide my bits if someone comes in. I was worried my mum would see my cum floating in the water. She was annoyed because I’d taken a phone message and promised to get her to phone back when she came in, but I forgot to pass the message on. Dunno if she saw anything or not but she didn’t say nuthin.

Well now I’ve used the W word on my blog. I was trying not to but it’s easier than being all coy about it and all guys do it. Why do people talk about abusing yourself? Why is it abuse? I can’t figure that one out.

The trousers I’m wearing today have got a hole in the pocket which is big enough to get two or three fingers through. It started with a little hole but I deliberately made it bigger. Wish now I hadn’t because if I forget and put something in the pocket it just falls out. Gary, the guy whose house I went to asked me if I’d enjoyed Friday. He wants us to do it again sometime. Wish I could invite him to our house but it’s so small and I share a room with my bro so can’t have anyone sleep over. The playstation is in my mum’s room on a portable tv and even though we have in the past, she doesn’t like us taking our friends in there to play on it.

Any how. I’ve written loads so I’m gonna stop again for today. Thank you again to those of you who spend your time reading this. I hope soon to have enough confidence to get a link to some of the bigger blogs you’ve recommended and maybe get some more people reading this.