Two penises in one afternoon

Wasn't sure if I dare give this post this title of if I could get into trouble for it. Been back home, my old home. Even went to look at our old house. We visited some of our old friends from church. Their son is the same age as me. Only found out we were going on Wednesday morning and couldn’t get hold of most of my mates to meet up with them. We stayed in a Travel lodge, mum and sis shared the big double bed and me and my bro were on the sofa bed. Managed to get hold of my best mate yesterday and me him and Alex from church went up to the lake. Didn’t have any swimmers so we all swam in our boxers. Lots of nice bods to look at. There’s a boat that runs trips and noticed one lad when he was getting off was only wearing a pair of gray briefs. Saw him again when he was walking by the lake. He was a dream but obviously I couldn’t stare. There were a cople of other groups of young lads swimming near by. Funniest were these two and one had gone in with jogging bottoms on. He decided to take them off whilst he was in the water. Not skinny dipping he still had on a pair of shorts but they must’ve gone see through because the younger lad shouts back to the olds on the side, ‘he won’t get out because he doesn’t want everyone to see his small penis’. Which I thought was really funny, especially as this dude was only about 11, then his mate got cross with him for shouting this infront of everyone, so next he shouts, ‘no, because he’s got a really big penis’. Couldn’t believe he’d shouted penis out loud twice. It was hilarious. Had an embarrassing moment when I flashed. The bottom button on my boxers came open and when I looked down it was showing. Alex and Graeme got to see it all when I took them off to put my jeans back on. Graeme put his on over his undies even thought they were soaked. He’s not yet 12 so maybe he didn’t want to show infront of us older guys. Been really good fun catching up with them and hearing all their news and seeing my old home town. Really miss everyone but it’s good where we are now too. Came back to an inbox full of replies to my earlier posts. Thanks guys for your responses, especially Steevo and keliss.
Gonna have to start getting ready for back to school. My bro’s got all his uniform. He looks so funny cos he’s a little guy in big school clothes. He hates them. First time hes had to wear a shirt and tie. He’s got footy boots which is funny because he hates footy. He’s not gonna like rugby either. He doesn’t do sport. D’ya think he’s gay too?

Going to Hell

Not gone away, mum hasn’t been able to book anywhere at such short notice. Went to Bible study last night and have major issues to deal with. We read the first chapter of Romans and at the end it says about worshiping the image of man and turning to gay sex. Our leader said it was one of the chapters they don’t usually read in church because it deals with difficult issues but he was deffinitely anti gay and it’s left me wondering whether I am choosing to be gay or was created gay.

I can think back to when I was much younger an I used to fantasize about boys. So I’m fairly sure I’ve been like this for most if not all of my life it’s not that I just hit puberty and thought hey boys are cuter than girls.

Worshiping the image of man was another biggy. It is a generally accepted fact that all the boys in our group have problems with internet porn. We went to a weekend earlier this year part of which dealt with the issue. They got everyone in the place on their feet and then told us to sit down if we had never looked at porn on the internet. Then they said to sit down if we hadn’t looked at porn in the last month. Pretty much every boy and some of the girls were still on their feet and we all prayed together but it didn’t stop me looking since. So I know that all the guys at church are looking at online porn just the same as me. Well, okay, maybe not the same images I’m looking at, but all the same we’re all at it and that was what it meant in the Bible about worshiping the image of man at least thats my belief.

Our leader didn’t focus on this though, he was all for condeming gays. Managed to argue agains him without announcing that I was one of the ones he was targeting. You see the passage doesn’t just stop at gays it goes on about other sins and I said there would be other people who would be equally uncomfortable with this because we’re none of us perfect and we all sin. But then the last line says we know we shouldn’t do these things but we still do them and we approve of others who do them too.

I don’t want to go on about religion. I know it can cause lots of bad feeling. Here’s where my church stands on gay relationships. It’s okay to be gay but not to have gay sex. So I’m alright with God just as long as I don’t go doing anything. Hey, if I was a catholic I’d be goin to hell for some of the things I think about. It’s about love the sinner but hate the sin as our leader put it. But is it okay for me to love another boy and by this I don’t mean get into their pants, I mean be concerned for them, love them like a hetro couple?

Been reading Steevo’s comments, of which there are quite a few and thanx Steevo for reading my blog and leaving your comments. He sez I need to get over the guilt of looking at cocks and wanking. Now is that what I need or is Steevo doing what the Bible says and approving of others and me doing things I/we know we shouldn’t do? That God man sure don;t make life simple.

Bare all

Sorry I didn’t write anything yesterday. It was hot and sunny and I hit the beach. My mum’s taken us to the sand dunes and it’s a great place to play but I also noticed that it attracts quite a few guys and it’s quite obviously a gay pick up spot. I’ve been before and seen people in the nude although it’s not officially a naturist beach. Went yesterday on my own. Put on my shorts and a tee shirt and went off on my bike. Had a bit of a walk around to find somewhere to sunbathe, and to check out the talent. Mostly old blokes looking shifty either alone or with another guy. More naked guys but no young ones. I found a spot that was very close to the beach but hidden from view and stripped down to my undies. I’d put on a pair of navy briefs. I don’t usually go for briefs but I look good in them and thought they looked like speedos. Eventually plucked up the courage to go naked. Never tried before and I was scared in case I got caught. Spent a little while in the nude then put my shorts back on and went for another stroll through the dunes. Saw a few guys taking a look at me but none I fancies and besides I would have been too scared to do anything with them but it was quite exciting all the same. I stopped near where there were two couples together. They were talking quite loud and were joking about having sex in the sand. One of the girls had her hand in the guys trunks and was playing with him and said about getting sand in the hole at the end. I got a boner and when I got back on my bike I felt a little squirt come in my undies. First time ever that’s happened without me touching it. I love the summer, except today because it’s raining. Think we’re going away either next week or the week after. Not booked anywhere but my mum’s talking about going to Wales. We go every year. Won’t get to blog again til Monday cos we’re out tomorrow too. If we go away it’ll be a week before I come back. Can’t believe how many followers I have now. Thanks everyone for adding me and thanks Bob for getting so many people to stop by and say hello and K for giving me a plug on his blog. U guys r the best.

Big deal

I am so pleased because today I have my first follower. I know, big deal I here you say, well for me it is. Had a boring day today, spent most of it staring at a pc screen. Sorry to disappoint my reader if you were expecting excitement. Discovered two new blogs to read and had chat with K online for the first time which has also made me happy.

I'm back

I’m back, using my brother’s library card, so I can sneak on and add to my blog. Just gotta avoid any over 18 sites. School holidays have started, we went to the Lake District on Friday and it was really sunny. Loads of hot bods to look at, just had to be careful no one noticed me looking. First off we parked up and there’s this guy who I’m sure had a massive boner in his pants. Kept sneaking a look whilst everyone else went to the restroom. It was pointing down and he was trying to adjust it without anyone noticing. Next I saw these two dudes about my age, one was so good looking and had his hand up his tee shirt so I could see his abs. He was wearing shorts which were sagging low, so I also got a peek at his behind as he past. So hot. We went on a boat ride and stopped off at a visitor centre. Quite a few kids my age were taking a dip in the water and because no one had taken swimmers they were going in with just their underwear. One kid was wearing white boxers and we all no what happens when they get wet. He climbed out onto the jetty but was laid on his front as we walked past. I could see his bum but because my mum was with me I didn’t want her to see me checking him out so I had to avoid looking behind us after we walked past.
Been over to my cousins and stayed the night. Bit complicated, his cousin was there. He’s not my cousin though, wish I could explain it but would take too long. Anyway, he is yummy. We stayed at the house while everyone went out in the afternoon and messed around. He asked me if I would go up to his room and give him a massage. He took his shirt off and I used talc to rub his back, which he said was nice. Then he laid on his back and I did the same to his chest and stomach. He has a really firm bod so it was really getting me turned on, especially his underarm hair which I got to touch. I had to stop when everyone came back and he quickly put his shirt back on. I could’ve died when he told my auntie what I’d been doing. I thought he would keep it a secret. My cousins are two girls and a boy, his older sister suggested the girls give the boys a massage so I ended up stripped to my undies having a massage. I know that she fancies me and so of course she goes to massage me. She doesn’t know that I don’t fancy her but of course watching her cousin strip down to his pants got me hard so that next she asks me to turn over and notices my bulge. What’s that, she asks, touching it. I could’ve died. Not sure if she really didn’t know that boys bodies do that or was just teasing and thought she’d got me horny. She obviously realised what was causing the bulge when she touched it cos then she got all embarrassed herself.